Hey Ya'll,
I have been very silent these past few months..... Some good reasons some bad ones....
The biggest bad reason has been because (((I'm Just Venting Here))) I've been too Busy....
My Daughter, Work, Ministry, Ministry, Fellowship, Ministry.... Daily Chores............. Ministry....
Even one of my pastors had told me "Your doing too much... You shouldn't be here so much" LOL if you can believe that.....
My response was.... Well.... Then where are the other people to help? Cause I wold love to Go Home except when I come back all this work is still going to be here for me when I get back....... 

BAD IDEA!!!!! TIME OUT!!!!   You know what I was really saying..... I was really saying....
~~~ I have to do this cause If I don't do it no-one else will~~~ and I don't trust that God will rise someone else up to help cause I am the only one~~~~ BIG MISTAKE~~~ LOL I love it how God waits patiently till we can't take our filthy mouth or pride and arrogance (cause thats what you grow in your branch) anymore and we become so lost in the Doing everything ourselves that we are forced to stop and seek Him....

Yes I know the whole "Don't be a Martha Amy You need to be a Mary."
Luke 10:38-42

At the Home of Martha and Mary

 ³⁸As Jesus and his disciples were on their way, he came to a village where a woman named Martha opened her home to him. ³⁹She had a sister called Mary, who sat at the Lord's feet listening to what he said. ⁴⁰But Martha was distracted by all the preparations that had to be made. She came to him and asked, "Lord, don't you care that my sister has left me to do the work by myself? Tell her to help me!"

 ⁴¹"Martha, Martha," the Lord answered, "you are worried and upset about many things, ⁴²but only one thing is needed.^[f] Mary has chosen what is better, and it will not be taken away from her."



I guess the first thing that I started to think when I fell in this cycle was.... Man Lord, This serving you stuff is cool.... I love you that's why I am doing this.... How come EVERYONE doesnt do this? Dont they love you like I do?  Why don't they do this?  Then it turns into Well because your not going to do this I am going to do it twice, 3 times, 30 times as much to make up for you people not doing anything......   And I don't know about you but... I cant carry that many people's slack... I can barly carry my own....

And I cant even do that.... I am supposed to trade my slack (burdens) for Jesus' His are easy and light  
Matthew 11:30


This is a mountain that I find myself going around and around and around... When I am in the wilderness wondering around I....   I tend to become Bitter, Snappy, Ungrateful, Judgmental, Prideful... I could go on.... All the fruits you do NOT WANT on the Vine of God.... Those are more like the Fruit of the Pharisee........ 

 When I do not live a life that is Balanced with priorities and don't take the time to keep the Main thing, The Main thing like TD Jakes says. I grow bad fruit...... Bad Fruit....


Mary knew that her time with Jesus was precious.... The natural effect of spending time with Jesus, slowing down to hear Him is to sit at His feet and listen, is Bearing Good Fruit.... You have to stop talking and moving to do that....












The more time you spend with Jesus the better and sweeter the fruit...... For everyone to enjoy......



Jesus says: Abide in me...
^{John 15: 5}"I am the vine; you are the branches. If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing.


This is a new thing the Lord is showing me.... Yes, the workers are FEW... and far between... The harvest is Massive.... and If I am to Fully Trust God in God and believe that he is still going to get His job done.... I need to get over myself.....


















Re-post cause I need to hear it AGAIN>>>>>