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THIS verse is the eexact verse that i needed to read tonight. i am very depressed about everything that happended today. i have worked so hard for the past two years because i wanted to make my high school volleyball team. the odds seemed to be in my favor, i was one of four freshman to be invited to go to a tourniment in greely. then, for some reason the passt two days at try outs the coaches didnt give me the time of day. i was "cut" (not placed on a team) which crushed me! i've cried all day and i feel like i have hit a dead end and i have felt today that i dont know what to live for. which is dumb, ive lived many years without volleyball and i dont really get why i am like this. But, i'm also confused as to why God let my dream of today, be crushed. i find myself asking, why would he want me to feel like this? why would he want me to spend my days crying and being depressed? why did he make me love the sport so much? but reading this verse helped me. it reminded me that no matter what it feels like, that its going to be okay, because in time i'll begin to understand that its going to be okay and that he has a plan for me. which makes me think, maybe i am to enjy volleyball, but there is something else that God wants me to spend most of my time doing... still love him! praying, ciara 1:9 And so, from the day we heard of it, we have not ceased to pray for you, asking that you may be filled with the knowledge of his will in all spiritual wisdom and understanding, |
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