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August 06, 2007 at 12:01am
I want to share my thoughts, the insights from the other team members, the ways I grew, the excitement I felt, the joy I experienced, and the times I got to see God be God on this trip.  It will take several posts in order to come close to an adequate job, so please bear with me.....

I think I'll start with just some over-all themes I saw again and again throughout the trip.

First, I saw that God is the God of all generations.  I knew that this trip was for the youth - this was their time to learn, to experience, to preach the Gospel, to know what it means to hear God's voice, to build new testimonies and a 'track record' of seeing God's faithfulness, and to experience His ability to use them to reach others for His glory.  I went with the full intention of supporting them, willing and wanting to do whatever I could to encourage the church youth and God's call for them to be leaders of the revival He is bringing in their generation.

At the same time, however, everything within me was screaming, and crying out to God, "Please, Lord, don't leave me out of what you are doing."  I was very concerned that I would not fit in with the team, or that I had nothing worth contributing, because (quite frankly) I thought perhaps my generation had been passed over by the hand of God and written off as 'Ichabod' (see 1 Samuel 4:21-22) - as one of the grayer team members, I was painfully aware of the fact that, in spite of all the zeal our generation had in its youth, we had failed to see the move of God that we so desperately need now in our nation.  I thought perhaps our opportunity was gone.  I went on the trip feeling much older than I had a right to feel at age 47.

Throughout the trip, though, it was wonderful to be reminded how God can use anyone.  That's always good to know in the abstract, but so much better to know personally (as in, 'Yes, I know God can use anyone, but WOW!!!!!! He can even use ME!').  It was also wonderful to be reminded over and over of the TEAM aspect of this missions trip - that everyone, even reaching across generations, was part of God's plan for His outreach.  In fact, one of my favorite memories of the trip was during one of our early morning prayer sessions, next to a pond in a park.  Right as we started praising God, three fountains erupted from under the surface of the pond, directly behind us.  Immediately after praising, we began praying for God to move in us and through us during the day.  My thoughts were still focused on how much I wanted to be part of the next move of God in spite of past failures, when a carillon in a church across the street from the park erupted in "Luther's Hymn".  Nothing could have spoken to me more clearly as a testimony to the fact that God was purposefully moving across generations to seek and to save the lost - here was a legacy from a saint who lived 500 years ago, and whose influence for the kingdom of God was still being felt in our day.  Suddenly '47' didn't seem like such a big number.

ASIDE: For those who aren't familiar with Martin Luther's hymn, it is well worth the effort to google or read the lyrics HERE.  Think about it: "A mighty fortress is our God, A bulwark never failing; Our helper he amid the flood........"

As we were leaving the park, an elderly lady, probably in her mid 70's, stopped by to thank us for coming.  (New Orleans has been filled with so many church-based volunteers coming to rebuild and share Christ's love that it is assumed any group of youth in a circle is there for prayer.)  She shared from her heart and thanked us.  Then she looked directly at me and said, "It is so wonderful that all you young people have come."  I could only smile and thank God.

Back at our 'home base', I shared my thoughts about this with Autumn, our house host.  She told me that what she saw God doing in this generation was fulfilling Malachi 4:6 -
4:6 And he shall turn the heart of the fathers to the children, and the heart of the children to their fathers, lest I come and smite the earth with a curse. Malachi 4:6 KJV

She saw God joining the generations together to reach out in this time.  In fact, she said that while both generations had zeal and enthusiasm, what made this generation different was that, unlike ours, they were willing to listen - they were actively seeking out wisdom, godly leadership, and the experience of those who had 'been there'.

The second thing I saw was that God is God, even in unimaginable circumstances.  As I was exposed to the utter devastation in New Orleans, I was overwhelmed with a sense of complete inadequacy.  Here was a city of people whose every sense of 'normal' had been ripped from the guts of their lives.  In one moment, everything and anything that made a community was overthrown - whole neighborhoods were gone, material possessions were taken away, landmarks were swallowed, schools vanished, churches were destroyed, jobs were gone.  I wondered how I could possibly answer anyone who might ask me, "Why?"  No problem I had ever experienced in my life could even come close, so I couldn't even provide the comfort of 'knowing how you feel'.  Still, time and time again we heard from those who had lived through the flood and would give bold testimony to God's faithfulness in its midst.

I can quote Scripture and tell you 'what the Bible says' about tragedy and God's sovereignty.  But there is a purity and an awe-inspiring beauty in hearing a worship leader who had lost every earthly thing exhort us to praise God, "Because He is worthy."

One of my favorite people that I met in New Orleans was Miss Angie.  Angie was sitting out on the front stoop of her house when our group came through the neighborhood inviting people to a BBQ that evening. (The Missions House where we stayed sponsored a weekly outreach where they would invite the entire neighborhood to a free BBQ, as a way to build relationships, rebuild a sense of community, and provide opportunities to share the love of Jesus Christ in word and deed as God provided the openings.  Our group grilled the burgers, set up, and served for that night's event.)  She was head of the unofficial 'neighborhood watch' and she checked us out to make sure we were OK for her neighbors.  When I met her, I immediately liked her - she was gruff and edgy and 'earthy' - she was 'real', and not afraid to say what she thought, even if her method of saying it wasn't what I was used to in my middle-class suburban church crowd.  Yes, I knew the Bible story and could quote the same Scripture, but there was something magnificent and worshipful about hearing this street-wise individual who had lived through the destruction of New Orleans say, "Satan meant it for evil, but God means it for good - we just have to watch and see what He's doing in it."

Another ASIDE: Ever notice how it wasn't Joseph's Dad, or Joseph's brothers, or even those who watched Joseph who said 'God meant it for good'?  That revelation came to the one who had actually walked through the middle of the trials and tribulations!  (see Gen 50:20).

So, I never did feel like I had an adequate answer for any New Orleans residents who might ask me 'why?'  But I came home with an answer for those in Maryland who ask 'why?’, from the mouths of those in New Orleans.

I wish I could say that the flood so changed the city that everyone was humble and open to the Gospel.  In truth, the flood and trials magnified the extremes - I saw hard people, hopeless people, and people humbled and broken, all of whom need the love of Christ, some of whom are more open than others.

The third thing I saw over and over was the impact of the Church being the Church.  The speaker our first night mentioned how the local paper’s front page headline two days ago had been about all the church groups who had been in and through New Orleans to help with the rebuilding effort.  Two years after the storm, the local residents felt like the government had abandoned them, everyone else had forgotten them, but the missions groups and the churches were still coming and still rebuilding.  While we were in New Orleans, the local paper had another front-page article about faith-based organizations helping with rebuilding.  This was not some movement lead by a great national leader, but a tidal wave of ordinary Christians doing their part in small bits and pieces, and it was enough to make even the secular media sit up and take notice.  This ‘nameless faceless army’ included over 700 different youth, serving with several different agencies, just in the week we were there.

One contractor donating his time and experience to the rebuilding effort said he had personally overseen 22,000 volunteer church youth in his time serving in the city since the flood.  (He also mentioned that, in all that time, the only injuries were that one person stepped on a nail and one girl had a scraped knee – another testimony to God’s faithfulness in watching over His people, TGBTG!)

Everywhere we went people stopped us to thank us for coming.  A total stranger in Starbucks (yes, the team stopped at a Starbucks one morning) told us that the one bright spot he saw in, “all this mess” was the number of young people who kept coming.  One total stranger saw our van from out of state around the streets of New Orleans and called long distance to Maryland (our business phone number was on the side of the vehicle), just to say “thanks.”  The church was being the church, and others saw and were taking notice.


Even amongst the AIM missions teams, the Church was being the Church.  Our team attended a Sunday service at the Firehouse Family Ministries, an independent Gospel church in the center of one of the flood-ravaged areas we had come to serve.  The members of that church were the ones who cooked all the meals for the AIM missions teams.  Each night, different missions teams (including ours) took turns with serving the food they prepared and cleaning up afterwards.  All these meals were served, and many youth missionaries were housed, inside a facility provided by the local Knights of Columbus.  I don’t think there was a single Christian denomination that was left out of the rebuilding effort.


Well, I have lots more to write, but it’s late and this is already too long.  Tomorrow I’ll try to write about specific people we met in N.O. and ways we saw God move on their behalf.
Dennis_oldHowe
August 06, 2007 at 3:46am
Thanks,
I too have been wondering about my generation. We started out with the fervor of the Jesus People movement, saw the birthing of the Charismatics, the prophetic, the Apostolic, new churches ( Vineyard, Emergent, Neo-Orthodoxy among others), and then it seems we've slipped into ordinariness. Last year I spent a week helping to clean up in a local church in Baton Rouge, they had housed Katrina victims. That one act seemed to start the process of breaking loose all those areas of malaise. I hope we can see more and more of a move in all our generations. I think that maybe like you found out, we're doing better than we thought, we've just raised a very, very high standard for ourselves.
Thanks again, God bless you all, and your kids, and may He find us all in His army, moving forward towards His fortress!
BTW, what a great song Luther wrote, all 150 or so verses, talk about raising a high standard !
voice_in_dc
August 06, 2007 at 4:33am
Great stories! Bring it on!!
Pastor Shawn
August 06, 2007 at 7:59am

Ann,

 

What a great testimony! Thank you so much for being real and caring enough about us to share your personal struggles. It took me a while to read because I just wanted to pause and cry, pray and praise concerning the things you wrote. It really blessed me.

 

I believe with all my heart that God is NOW rising up a “new” generation, a nameless, faceless and yes and ageless generation. The next major move we’ll see will come from people who just want God. Not necessarily a people who want to see a “move of God” but a people who want God himself. And in our pursuit of the mighty King, we’ll see him move, bless, pour out, and redeem. We are in for a great “relationship awakening.” That’s the best way I can put words to it.

 I think about when God was speaking to Elijah (1Kings19). Even though he was not totally in the right mindset, the scripture did say Elijah was zealous for God. And I believe that’s all God required for his qualification. Check out what the scripture said, (The Lord said, "Go out and stand on the mountain in the presence of the Lord, for the Lord is about to pass by." Then a great and powerful wind tore the mountains apart and shattered the rocks before the Lord, but the Lord was not in the wind. After the wind there was an earthquake, but the Lord was not in the earthquake. 12 After the earthquake came a fire, but the Lord was not in the fire. And after the fire came a gentle whisper.) 

Now it’s time for us to hear the gentle whisper. God was not in the wind, earthquake, and fire. They were all byproducts of his essence passing by. I believe that the key to the next great move of God will come from people like us who run after God himself and won’t settle for byproducts.

 

Let’s let our zeal for him qualify us for a greater passion, a greater joy, a greater love and ultimately a greater relationship! Thanks again for sharing your heart. With your permission, I would like to have this entry published in the local papers. I think it’s important that people know not only about the still severe living conditions in NOLA, but also know there are a people in Southern Maryland who cares enough to make a difference. Who knows, it might spark others into action.

 

God Bless…..

 

Pastor Shawn 

Sword_in_DC
August 06, 2007 at 10:17am
Dennis, you wrote: "BTW, what a great song Luther wrote..."
Amen, Bro!!!  The more I read /sing it, the more excited I get about it.

"A bulwark never failing"
Modern translation: "A levee that doesn't break"


Pastor Shawn, you are an inspiration and an encouragement to everyone around you.  God bless you for your words, your love, and your prayers.  If you see anything in these blogs that you think would benefit our community, please use it however you see fit.

I’m putting together another set of testimonies from the trip right now.  I hope to have them up by this evening.  I had the post half-written when I got your note, and yes, it is all about hearing the voice of God and being led by Him in the ‘daily-ness’ of life.  I hope it encourages you when you see it.
Sword_in_DC
August 06, 2007 at 2:34pm
Pastor Shawn wrote: We are in for a great “relationship awakening.”

Pastor Shawn, I see that as one of the greatest heart-hungers of the people all around us - the world is crying out and groaning for real relationships, openness, and genuine friendships.  As God blesses us with real relationship with Himself, may it produce in us real relationships with each other.
voice_in_dc
August 06, 2007 at 5:07pm
Sword, wonderful words of encouragement knowing that we don't always have to "hear" God, but we have to be moving...kinda like that rolling stone thing...

I am always amazed at how God weaves the events of life together to serve His purposes. Thanks for taking the time to see what He did and build our faith through it all....the ordinariness of every day life...
Faithrock
August 07, 2007 at 8:37am
God has some people who are just "OUTSTANDING"!
Sword_in_DC
August 07, 2007 at 8:37am

I've broken the second set of testimonies off onto a new blog entry.

I'm still new at all this blogging stuff, so please forgive me while I figure it out.

More New Orleans Testimonies are HERE.

Mark Wigley
August 07, 2007 at 10:46am
Awesome - TGBTG!
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