Thanks for all the kind words my friends, they are uplifting. It is with a heavy heart that I write this post. The doctor told Tina that she will never be able to stop her treatments. He has told her that the cancer will only come back. Those words put her in a tail spin, to say the least. I have tried to tell her that our God does not heal half way.....He does it all the way. The doc said even if we do not see the cancer on the scan, it is still there. That is not what I think. I believe that my God will heal her yet. She is extremely upset right now;  she is sick and tired of being sick and tired. To make matters worse, she is gaining 10 lbs every 3 weeks (steroids).  She is ready to stop taking the meds that make her feel bad, and I can say I don't blame her. She is a very strong woman, but I don't know how much more she can stand. It is difficult to see my wife in this state. God promised us that He would not put more on us than we could bear.......I am beginning to wonder.
   I know that God holds our hands and sometimes He even carries us. Only God knows what the future holds. I know I have come too far to turn back now. I also know we serve a mighty God who can do anything. I am glad that God is for us, for I do not know where I would be without Him right now.
   Thanks again for the prayers and kind words. Some of you really know the battle we are in.......and it is a difficult one. We love you all. Blessings my friends.

KYP