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Longing for...
||August 10, 2007|707 reads
 

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Kathy
August 10, 2007
Beautiful, Soozanne, Beautiful!  A prayer for you and Rachel today, and for your coworker's family!

Where Is God When I'm Hurting?
Glenn
August 10, 2007
Lovely words Soozanne and a great reminder to us all.  We will one day very soon be in the Master's Castle, and what a day that will be!

I will join Kathy in her prayer for your family and coworker's family.
God's Peace to you!
glenn
Mike n Laura
August 10, 2007
Gee whiz, Soo, you almost made me cry with this one. Leaving me longing too....  Great post, thanks for sharing with us.   ~mike
zachary snow
August 10, 2007
thank you
sara burnette
August 10, 2007
Wow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Deb Rockwell
August 10, 2007
Soozanne, I can feel the sadness through this post that you are going through.  This is very touching, and brought tears to my eyes...someday there will be no more tears, no more sorrow...
Praying for you...
ali
August 10, 2007
thanks you.

sigh..in longing..
Kristine Prince
August 10, 2007
Praise God for the hope we have in that day to come.
Suzanne Taylor
August 10, 2007
The funeral is over.  During the service, what I suspected to be true was confirmed; Brock died in his mothers arms as she cried and told him to go to Jesus.  She had to crawl across the road to him because she couldn't walk.  Both of her ankles were broken in the accident.  My heart is broken, not for Brock, but for her.  Brock is celebrating in Heaven.  She now has to find a way to go on without him.  Praise God she has a very large and extremely supportive family and network of friends. 

On the way home, a song came on the radio that caught my attention with this line, "Can circumstances possibly Change who I forever am in You?"

Here's the chorus:

Bring me joy, bring me peace
Bring the chance to be free
Bring me anything that brings You glory
And I know there'll be days
When this life brings me pain
But if that's what it takes to praise You
Jesus, bring the rain

What a reminder of what is important.  Life is fleeting, but our relationship with God is forever.  May I be able to praise Him in all things.  I don't want to ask for rain, but if that's what it takes to praise Him, then Jesus bring the rain. You can read all of the lyrics here
Voice in DC
August 10, 2007
Soozanne, you shared one Mercy Me song, I will share another...these were the words that came to mind the moment I read this post...thinkng about Brock's mom...

"Homesick"

You're in a better place, I've heard a thousand times
And at least a thousand times I've rejoiced for you
But the reason why I'm broken, the reason why I cry
Is how long must I wait to be with you

I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now

Help me Lord cause I don't understand your ways
The reason why I wonder if I'll ever know
But, even if you showed me, the hurt would be the same
Cause I'm still here so far away from home

I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now

In Christ, there are no goodbye
And in Christ, there is no end
So I'll hold onto Jesus with all that I have
To see you again
To see you again

And I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
Won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
Won't you give me strength to make it through somehow

I've never been more homesick than now
Dave
August 10, 2007
Truly beautiful, Soo.  Thank you so much.  Our God is infinitely glorious, wise, and good!  Praise be unto the Lamb!
Suzanne Taylor
August 10, 2007
Thank you all for your kind comments.  It's been a long, tough day. 

Voice, I thought of the same song.  I think I remember an interview with Mercy Me about this song.  It was written for the brother-in-law of one of the band members, as I recall.  He was killed in an auto accident in his early 20's. 

I'm resting in my savior tonight, even if sleep is elusive.  Blessings.
Voice in DC
August 10, 2007
Had you in my prayers today, Soozanne...
Debbie Reed
August 22, 2007
Thanks for bringing tears to my eyes as well.  I hope your days will be filled with smiles....