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Hey there my friends,
It sure has been a while since I had posted a comment on here. I have been a bit lost on who to do a blog about, because I don't want to offend someone by doing a blog about them when they don't want it done for certain reasons. I also haven't felt much like coming on here anymore either, because I feel like the efforts that I put in here don't seem to matter and it comes back to punch me in the face. I feel like I am no longer welcome here anymore and I feel like that happens with any where that I go too. I shall give an update on how I am doing and I am not to sure what else I will add, I guess that it shall be a wait and see. Well I had gotten my stitches out yesterday and well that wasn't a fun experience. I had cried the whole time and even almost fainted. I had gone a pale white and lost the color to my lips. I am in a fiberglass cast know, but won't be able to walk on it for another three weeks so I am stuck sleeping on the couch. I have also left the church that I had attended, I don't feel welcome among the congregation and the Pastor doesn't seem to have his heart into it. I mean I had gotten the hospital mixed up on the hospital that I would be staying at and he had growled at me. Since I have been home, I haven't had a call or email asking how I've been doing. I had thought that a church was a place of healing that you could go to in times of need of support, but that doesn't seem to be the case for me. Well my mom hasn't been doing that well either and well all I can ask is for prayers for her. Her diabetes isn't doing well and she isn't feeling that well either. She has been feeling well in quiet sometime and she can't get any doctor to believe her. I had posted a prayer request about it a few days ago, but it seemed to have gone unnoticed unil last night. I am going to go for know, because I am feeling a bit blue, I will come by and see you when the mood is a bit more higher. See you all around. I guess. Take care, Megan |
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| November 04, 2009 |
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[star!] | I hope you feel better! Physically, and mentally Megan:) Ily! |
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| November 04, 2009 |
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Precious Megan, I am sorry you feel so down. This ol' world is not a real friendly place sometimes, but when you're not well in your body, it can seem worse than it really is. I love you and miss you when you're not around--I'm sorry if I have not let you know that. I also apologize for missing the prayer request for your mom. I just didn't see it. Sometimes things get lost on the site, in the middle of other things, you know? Anyway, try to trust in God for your joy. He really is the only One who will never let you down. And in the meantime, remember that your MyChurch friends love you, even if we don't show it so well. I am praying for you and your mom. Blessings my dear friend, Beverly |
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| November 04, 2009 |
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| Precious Megan, Sorry you are "blue". Also sorry you felt unwanted or unappreciated. Shame on them, not you. The body of Christ should be willing to come alongside anyone who is willing to have someone come alongside them. Yes even drunkards, thiefs, gays, prostitutes, addicts, etc. You have never, nor will you ever, receive a harsh word from me. And I dare say, there are MANY others on this site and other Christian sites that would write the exact same thing to you. Don't lose site of the beauty of the Church over a few rotten, ugly apples. |
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| November 04, 2009 |
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| November 04, 2009 |
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Oh Megan so sad to read this . I feel that maybe you're low in spirit because of all the pain and discomfort also being in hospital.
Father I pray that You will be with Megan easing her pain both in body and spirit. Lord wrap her up in a circle of love Amen |
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| November 04, 2009 |
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[star!] | Dear Megan, I"m so sorry you've been hurt. I agree with Mike. Please don't let a few people here ruin MyChurch for you. You are loved by so many of us here!
My husband says, "Church is for sinners, not for saints". I agree with him. Everything that you've written about the people here has been absolutely beautiful and uplifting. I appreciate what you wrote about me. I was humbled and I felt so much LOVE when I read it, Megan.
I'm feel badly about the pain you've gone through. Please... rest quitely, and take it one day at a time.
You are not alone here. We love you, and we care about you. Joey |
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| November 04, 2009 |
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| Praying for you mother, Megan. |
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| November 04, 2009 |
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First off I want to say thank you to you all for your comments, it made me smile. It had made me feel a lot better then what I did when I had first written this. Heather, I love you too and thanks for the star. Beverly, I don't like how the new mychurch is set up and I can see how it would get lost in all the mess. You guys show it more then the church that I used to attend. I thank you for the prayers and the comment. Mike, thank you for your comment, it had meant a lot to me. It made me feel a lot better and like I had said to beverly, it was my home town church, this site does to an extant, but I am learning to deal with it as it shows up. Liz, you should never doubt what your heart is telling you, because the spirit could be speaking to you as well. Thank you for the wonderfully heart felt prayer. Joey, your heart was written in the comment. I am glad that you felt that way about the blog that I had written about you. The pain both physically, mentally and other wise is just another barrier that someone is trying to hold me down with, but I will make it through it. I thank you for your prayers for both my mom and myself. I love you too, Joey. Infact I love you all. |
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| November 04, 2009 |
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Hi Megan, thank you for the update. I had left a message & was wondering how you were doing, so was glad you posted this blog. Am continuing to pray for you & for your mother, in the Precious name of Jesus. Amen. Sending you a big ole hug. |
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| November 04, 2009 |
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[star!] | Dearest Megan, I am glad to "hear your voice" once again. I am sorry that you are hurting physically and any other way too. As I read your post, many scriptures came to mind......but 1 in particular that has lifted me time and time again all throughout my life is Matt 11: 28-30. It's the promise of rest and His yoke being easy and His burden light......it's simply beautiful. Your'e aspecial lady, Megan and I for one have missed you around here. Sorry about the prayer you posted but I still can't find it on my list.....but I will pray anyway and for you too. I do hope your mom is better soon. Please keep me posted on her. I know you will be. If you lived a little closer, you could come to church with me, might take 2 or 3 days to get here though. LOL We love you Megan...trust in the Lord. Blessings to you my friend. |
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| November 04, 2009 |
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[star!] | Still praying for you dear. All this pain too shall pass. Big hugs xx |
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| November 05, 2009 |
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[star!] | Hi Megan! I wondered if you were okay because you hadn't written on here for a while. But I've been having my own concerns and wasn't on as much either so...forgive me for not checking up on you. We just have to each do what we can do and God helps each of us from day to day. Remember that you are definitely loved and appreciated on here though; don't ever forget that! :-)
Sorry about your mother's health. I will pray for her. |
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| November 05, 2009 |
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[star!] | May God touch you phisically, emotionally and spiritually Megan and reveal unto you His GREAT LOVE and also touch your mother... Blessings In Him... :o) Herman |
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| November 06, 2009 |
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[star!] | Sweet girl, I hope you are reading my notes to you. I hope to get to know you; we are so much alike in spirit and fragility of heart. I see you like "Every Mother's Prayer" by Celine Dion. You can check out a video I made of my daughter using that song at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bGKKFZ2-k8Q
I hope you reply, my hopefully soon to be new sister in Christ.
LoveLeigh |
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| November 06, 2009 |
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Panda, I would have replied to you personally, but it was easier this way and I thank you for your concern about me. Tim, I had never thought of that verse that way, thank you. If I was closer, I would love to attend a church service with you. Joyful Servent, thank you for the prayers and love. Barb, we all have days when we have set backs even me. I thank you for your comment for I knew that it had come from the heart. Herman, thank you for your comment, prayer and star. Thank you Leigh for your comment and that video is so sweet. I will love to be your sister in Christ, it may take me a while to reply, due to me still recovering still and all. |
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| November 06, 2009 |
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[star!] | Hi Megan, I'm sorry I missed this when you first posted it. I see you came by my page and left that wonderful comment. Now that's the Prayer Warrior For God I'm use too. It's ok you missed sending me birthday greetings. Just knowing that you are a part of my heart made my day! I do pray you'll find a place of fellowship where you feel loved. Other than My Church. I get down sometimes. I know that I adore you as a friend and sister in the Lord. You are so kind and tenderhearted. Just remember how much God loves you and your never ever forgotten by Him. Us as humans may let you down, but He never will. He's closer to you than the breath that you breathe! Praying for you and your mom. The Lord is your Shepherd, you shall not want.... surely goodness and mercy will follow you all the days of your life!! >>>>>>>>>>>>>LOVE YOU<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<< |
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| November 06, 2009 |
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| Sis Cece, your comment is just what I needed today and I thank you for it. |
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| November 06, 2009 |
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[star!] | Megan, I don't want you to feel that your unwelcomed in my life. I come here when I have time, which many times is few and far between. I miss many prayers and blogs, and I pray you understand. I hit and miss many of my friends here. I enjoy it when I get to be online actively involved, and I miss it when I dont. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers even when you may not hear from me often. I invite your texts for a more immediate response. ;o) Love always in Christ Jesus. |
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| November 06, 2009 |
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| Jewlz, my phone had gotten lost and am still trying to find it. I don't necessarily feel unwelcome on here, it is on my home town church. Your also in my thoughts and prayers. Love ya. |
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| November 07, 2009 |
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| Lord, you know where Megan's phone is at, please tell her so we can text. In Jesus name. Amen. Thank you Lord! |
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| November 07, 2009 |
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| LOL! That made me laugh there honey. Your not the only who is praying for it to be found, thanks for the laugh. |
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