We didn't get to go to church today.  It's not because I didn't want to -- I've been looking forward to it all week.  We didn't get to go because Timothy is sick.  Timothy was diagnosed with an immune diffiency when he was 13 months old.  He is in the process of outgrowing it.  However, his immune system is still very week.  He gets sick easily, often, and usually hangs on to it for a long time.  This first week of school did him in.  By last night, he had a fever of 102 and was crying that his ear hurt.  He's congested and miserable.  So, that is why we were not at church today.

On Tuesday night we missed CPR.  Not because I didn't want to go -- I love Bible study -- but I got confused and thought this past Tuesday night was the night we were watching a movie at CPR -- and I was afraid Timothy wouldn't make it through ----- only to find out this past week was regular CPR and this coming up week is the movie night, and it's doubtful I will be able to go then.

I know God led us to Living Truth -- there is no doubt in my mind.  One of the ways I know for sure it is where we are supposed to be is because satan has been fighting so hard. 

Spiritual warfare is a very real thing.  The battle has been raging all week long.  Not only have I missed church and CPR,  but this week I've battled depression, terrible loneliness, despair, and wondered if I will ever feel as though fit in anywhere  - 

All I wanted was to go to church today.  ~sigh~