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I was going through a rough time, My best friend and I had gotten into a huge fight and I didnt even know what it was about.On top of that I had everday teenage girl problems: Boys, Gossip, Rumors and my first day of highschool was coming up. I thought I was handling all of this pretty well i had only cried about three times and no one had seen me except maybe my mom and dad . I kept to myself all time . I thought I was Friendless ,Loveless, and all alone in this Big world...Sound Familar?
In this period of time I thought about how things use to be ...I was Happy , I had a ton of Friends ,but I also had GOD...you see i had been slacking off here lately and wasnt as close to God as maybe I Should have been. This made me realize that maybe I still had all the the Friends i needed , and maybe I had that Love i was looking for in all the wrong places ,but maybe i was just pushing it away..
"No, God is punishing me for something, Something is worng with me" I told myself.. The more i told myself this the more i started to to believe it .UNTIL last night when I opened my bible and read Job , I saw that God wasnt punishing him he was testing Job's faith and that really got me thinking....AND THEN ...tonight Dad's devotion hit me like A TON OF ROCKS!!!! Ephesians chapter 3
He was talking about how vast and deep God's love for us is ,and how that we need to build and strengthen our inner self....
Even christians get Down in the dumps and we need God's word and encorgement from others to help strengthen our inner self .
God really broke me down tonight and told me that i had the best friends in the world and they where my church family and my mom and dad and of course himself .
I prayed and God took away the mask I had been wearing .Now I have a Ton of friends ,And the best love a girl could ask for i mean how many guys do you know who would die for me on a cross...and now I am HAPPY!!!
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