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Today I started letting 17:7 A blessing is on the man who puts his faith in the Lord, and whose hope the Lord is. 17:8 For he will be like a tree planted by the waters, pushing out its roots by the stream; he will have no fear when the heat comes, but his leaf will be green; in a dry year he will have no care, and will go on giving fruit. Make that 18 trip from my head to my heart hopefully to have a softening action. I've been struggling with having a crush on my best friend. I really want to pull away totally but I feel more and more that I'm not supposed to. Its sometimes difficult to tell the push of the holy spirit. Or lust or fear of rejection.
At any rate today looks like a adventure in surrender. I also asked for God's grace as once again I go to work and spend the day listening to the guys in the addiction house as they view only one replacement for addiction. Lust.
Well all I know today is that Christ wants us guys that belong to him to step up.
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