Peace of GOd, wow I have seen it in people but i never thought i was worthy of it. How do people recieve peace. then I remembered a book that was given to us when my mom died, YOU HAVE MY WORD-175 PROMISES OF GOD, I thought wow, God doesnt make promises lightly so It must be true even for me. For all of my doubting and pain and anger and self resentment and sabotage how could i be worthy. I am learning little by little and maybe one day i will have that peace that he talked about.
Thank you GOd for bringing my children and I to this awesome place and I know that if i continue to strengthen my faith in you and be thankful for what I have I will someday have the peace you speak of.