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Thats the title of the poem I'm gonna type in a second.
I was touched by the Spirit of God during and after Gary Wilson spoke yesterday. There was a time in my life when creativity flowed through my veins. I had quite an imagination. I was pretty good at writing funny stories, or dramatic short stories, poetry. I had a natural knack for writing that all my writing teachers in highschool praised. I took clay 1-4(or 5 i don't remember) and loved every second of it, and excelled in it. I took graphic design 1 and 2 and maybe 3. I also took photography. And I was a swim instructor, so I had to be creative to keep the attention of small children in a pool. (So fun!) All that was in highschool. After highschool I pretty much laid all of that down. Something in me decided none of those things couldn't be used by me to advance God's kingdom. They were all pointless. Something else in me (I had a divided heart) yearned to continue doing all those things. Yesterday when I was sitting in "The River" I saw a picture of myself like bound and gagged. (Heather does this sound familiar?) I felt so frustrated. God reminded me of a word that He has spoken through Heather Brown. I am going to burst forth. So I'm excited about that. I decided to share a poem I wrote close to two years ago. And soon I will write a brand new poem and share it, too. I don't want to live in the glory of the past. Anyways, here it is.
For His Glory 11-15-2007
By the darkness of night I hide from Your sight I clothe myself in garments of sin A faded, stained, brownish hue Tar on my hands Spreads like gangrene Infecting Relationships... Family Friends Divides me and my God I've been stolen from Nearly killed when I was beaten The enemy is destroying me Life abundant - have I forsaken I'm waiting for the chains to fall Crying to be free God, You have to hear me Your ear is not deaf Your eyes not blind The blood of my Savior, Christ Drips like oil from The crown of my head Down, down, down Changes my thoughts Softens my heart Makes my limbs weapons of righteousness Down, down to my very roots Six feet beneathe the crust of the earth Where I have made my bed Air fills my lungs Breath of life breathed into my nostrils Immanuel, died, resurrected Conquered my enemy So I could hear the voice of my God
Behold, I do a new thing! |
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