We all need someone that we can just pour our heart out to.   I sure needed that yesterday.  It had been a very emotional day with my grandmother's funeral and also with the reality of being so alone hitting me.    Other than one younger, never been married cousin, I can honestly say that I was the only single person at the funeral.  Everyone else had someone there with them.  It was the first time I have felt so alone.

I spend so much of my time trying to hold it all together - trying not to fall apart, so when people ask how I am doing, I can tell them that I'm fine -- and try to convince myself of that too.

But last night, I just wanted to cry.  I was exhausted physically, mentally and emotionally.  I climbed into bed and began to read Psalms and came across this verse.  I realized The Lord was speaking directly to me -- saying He was there for me - to go ahead - I could trust Him - even when I felt like I could never trust a man again -- I could trust Him and I could pour our my heart to Him --- so I did.  I let it all go.  I cried.  I just poured out my heart.  He knows my sadness.  He knows my loneliness.  He knows it all, and he is a refuge for me.  He will always be there.