Its been quite some time I have written something but I think its time I continue to write again, cause I have been getting some requests to continue because of the great blessings many have received from reading my blogs. I will and that I promise but for now, here is something fresh out of the oven for ya...

I am going thorugh a extremely difficult time in my life that just keeps me wondering so many times about God and if He really has everything under control. I know its not nice to test God but...I did. Here is exactly how I said it "God, I had enough! Where is your power? Who are you? Are you really here and watching? Prove to me you are here!" I was leaving for practice to...guess where...church. But I got into the car and prior to me leaving, Gods soft, loving voice seemed to put mute on every other sound all around me somehow and this is what HE said "OK, you wanna see my power? You wanna see what I can do? Turn on the radio, press channel 4 and tune the station up 20 times"

Now, please bear in mind I am NOT making this up. I did exactly as told and this is what was said on the radio with a song "You know i will die for you, i only live for you...you are mines" Yeah...I know...I stayed looking at the radio for a very long while and could just not believe what I just heard! I was baffeled and scared at the same time. I knew I made God kinda...well...I'll use mad but still showed me mercy through it all. What will HE come up with next?

Point to be made, HE is always there it just we are human and needed to trust only HIM and that HE will not give us something that we cannot handle. Remember, the trials are for you to grow stronger in HIM and your calling. Its not for you to run away from it cause if you do, the wall will eventually come right back at a different time but your not alone...you have The Champion with you.