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Theres been a lot on my heart lately and these things have not been light.Ive got a lot of prayers still unanswered and it seems that im running a little low on things like joy and faith.I have no verses today, no Bible stories, nothing of that sort.Not really.And I just need to get this out.Cause no matter how bad it gets, it seems that I always have 3 things.Hope and friends.And God.
1.Forgiveness. Here's a great song that pretty well explains my sentiments.
"...I don't want to end up where you found me, and it echoes in my mind, keeps me awake tonight. I know you've cat my sin as far as the east is from the west, and I stand before you now as though I've never sinned. But today I feel like I'm just one mistake away from you leaving me this way. Jesus can you show me just how far the east is from the west.......From one scarred hand to the other."~Casting Crowns- East To West
2.My biggest prayer request right now. Here's another song that is perfect.
"You come to me with scars on your wrist. You tell me this will be the last night feeling like this...Your parents say everything is your fault but they don't know you like I know you, they don't know you at all. I'm so sick of when they say. It's just a phase you'll be okay, you're fine. BUT I KNOW IT'S A LIE."~Skillet- The Last Night
3.One of my problems.(These will all be songs prolley)
"...There's got to be more to life than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me. Cause the more that I'm, tripping out thinking there must be more to life. Well, it's life but I'm sure. There's got to be more."~Staccie Orrico- More To Life
4.My fear #1. (This might be getting harder to understand my meaning)
"...It crossed my mind, Yeah I got an Idea. You could take my heart and put it in a padlocked box. What if they grab too hard or smash it or throw it down. I'm scared of being hurt, I just want to live a happy life!"~Skillet- Gasoline
5.My thought of the day.
"...Turn up the music turn it up loud. Take a few chances, let it all out. Cause you won't regret it. Looking back from where you have been. Cause its not who you knew and it's not what you did. It's how you lived."~Point of Grace- How You Live
6.The Thing I'm battling the hardest right now.
This isn't a song. It's just one word. Suicide.
7.My Hope.
"Walk this world try to stay on my feet. Sometimes crawl, fall, but I stand up cause I'm afraid to sleep. And open my eyes to a new day, with new problems and all new pain. All the faces are filled with so much anger. Losing our dignity and hope from fear of danger. After all the wars, after settling all the scores, at the break of dawn we'll all be deaf to the answer. There's so much bigotry misunderstanding and fear. With eyes squinted and fists clinched we reach out for what is dear. We want it we want we want a reason to live. We're on a pilgrimage. A crusade for hope. Cause in our hearts and minds and souls we know. We need it we need. We need more than this."~Skillet- Looking for Angels
So while you go on living and think that life is worthless, just remember me and my blog and know that if God can pull me out (i assume he will) that he will pull you out too. OH! I guess I do have a Bible example. King Solomon. If you don't believe me read some of his words. And Job. That guy was an example too.
QUOTE OF THE DAY
***Angels are really busy thins time of year. So God sends regular people***
Have you been praying lately? Cause maybe God heard and sent me.
As I Ever Will Be,
USIC,
~Maseaela~
P.S. If youve got any questions about what Ive written at anytime, feel free to ask! |
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Hey,
Shelly, feel free to drop me a line to talk about tough stuff you're going through. I mean, I know tyou and kriss are friends, but i also know no matter how good of friends you are with someone, sometimes its not the easiest to talk to them, for many different reasons. I want you tro know im here for you, anything you tell me will be confidential even to kriss. If you ever feel talking, or dont, but know you should, im here for you. Drop me a line at 419-253-0759*
Your Friend (In Christ and Out)
Stanly Todd Helms
*I put my phone number on here under the trust of God, Mychurch, and its members, do not call me if you do not have a reason to! If somsone sees my number and randomly starts buggging me for no apparent reason, then your number will be blocked, and if possible, cut off and you will be fined, I take talking to people extremely serious! If you have something to tlaka about then fine, even if you dont then fine, but SPAM IS BAD!
Michelle, I am being serious, im here for you. |
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| NO MATTER WHAT THE BURDEN YOU CAN LAY IT ALL AT THE CROSS! JESUS DIED AND AROSE AGAIN JUST SO WE WOULD NOT BE BURDEN. HE BORE IT ALL ON THE CROSS SO THAT WE WOULD NEVER BE LOST ALL WE HAVE TO DO IS TRUST! GOD BLESS. |
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February 02, 2008 at 9:20pm |
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| Shells I am praying for you |
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