It has been a great deal of time since I have been a regular part of this community of God.....To say I have been suffering from a crisis of faith would be a huge understatement!!!! Don't get me wrong I have seen and experienced many things in the past that have tested my faith and have left me wondering if God still has an active part in our lives, but I always found comfort in the arms of the Father..... But I have never experienced such a blatant attack against my faith as this.....My wife and I were expecting a child when we first made our move to Edmonton, my wife lost our child shortly after arriving here, and things between us changed she grew apart from me emotionally and physically, I did my best to find out what was wrong it took me a year but finally she told me the truth, she had not miscarried like I was led to believe she had aborted the pregnancy behind my back.... Since that day I have slowly turned away from the Kingdom life....I have found no comfort in the promises the Lord makes and I struggle everyday to make sense of this test.....I am a sheep wandering the land with no Sheppard... I ask myself was this the kill shot delivered by the evil-one in the battle for my soul, I don't know..... Can anyone help?

Written by Patrick an wounded child of God who's soul is in limbo desperately searching for answers