I like long walks on the beach and boring romantic novels.... sike. I like to sit around fires and chill with cool (define cool) people. I have no idea what genre of books I like, but I do know that I love vampire novels, for some reason. A big part of my life right now is school and deciding my future which immensly involves college. Everytime I think I've got it down- what i want to do -it changes again. I guess I'm just afraid of regreting my choice, because it's my life you know. These are supposed to be the best years of my life. But I don't want to ever think back and say, "wow, I had a good life." I want to be able to spin in a circle and scream, "I love my life." Some people might not be able to understand the place in life that I'm in right now, but it's okay. I know who I am, and slowly, but akwardly and comfortably, I'm having my relationship with God. I know people don't agree with the way I do this, but it's either just go with what every one tells me is right, just to please everyone else, or do what feels right and good. And by good I mean the opposite of evil. I know what you believe- because I have been there with you- and there is no use pretending to know what I believe, especially if I say your wrong. I promise I'm not lying. I kind of know what I believe. So just be calm and cool and don't stress about it. We're different, and it's okay. Just please respect me and don't just think what you want about me. If you have questions, I'm here to answer. But the deal is you have to be ready to handle it. Don't just judge me right off the bat, especially without thinking about it. You don't have to agree with me, but you also don't have to think bad about me or what I say. Because after all, who really knows what truth is. There is only belief in this world. And it's okay for you to think otherwise, but don't keep baggering me to believe what you believe. I don't do it to you, so I'd like the same in return. And I don't mind a good debate. Just not the baggering. Acceptance, I guess, is all I ask. And with that, I end my Request for Respect. Now who wants a cookie for reading all of that. Well you're gonna have to wait till Thursday cause my ovens broke and the oven fixin man's not gonna be here for another week! |