I work for an organisation called the Uniting Christian Students Association (try saying that fast 5 times in a row...), or UCSA, as schools organiser in the north of South Africa, so i guess you could say i hav an obvious passion for young people and God, and most will confirm (i hope) that if ever you meet me in person, it should be very obvious.
Another thing that should be very obvious, (should you ever meet me in person) is that i love dance, i love watching dance and i love dancing, currently working on making meself dance better, cos i dont think im that good yet, and i wanna be great.
In many ways i am also a perfectionist, for very long i had the mentality that if i cant do something perfect, i wont do it... i am still very hard on myself... too hard sometimes. and i tend to take responsibilty for things that arent necessarily mine to take... just becos its in my nature... i also struggle to say no.
Another thing i struggle with is focusing on one thing at a time, i tend to loose focus... a lot... i also tend to be hiperactive at times. Sometimes i think that is whty i work with young people... im hiperactive and i cant stay focused, sometimes. Other times i am overly focussed on what im doing... that too is scary...
I smile... a lot... people sometimes ask me if there is ever a time that i dont smile... but then they run into me when i dont, and then they ask me to smile, becos im scary when i dont. My face speaks... and i dont mean verbally... duh... hence people mostly know exactly what im thinking, or they think they do... but my expressions are very complex, and it is easy to miss the complexity of what an expression might mean, if u dont know me that well...
Some people say i talk too much, but i hav no idea where that comes from... i think some people think im a quiet person... but i might be wrong.
Sometimes i think i know myself, other times it feels like i dont know myself at all... |