My name is Kristina I am 33 years old. I am a member of the River Church out of Yuma, Arizona. I have one beautiful 13 year old daughter. I currently work for Probation and have a part time job delivering papers (Arizona Republic). I love Jesus Christ and strive to have a better relationship with him. I can admit I struggle daily with my walk, some days better then others. I am at times stubborn, hardheaded, sarcastic, attitude problem, humorous, focused, weak, strong,beautiful, moody, happy, serious, dingy, geeky, dumb, smart,and ugly at times, but mostly I am a sinner saved by the blood of Jesus Christ, I need Jesus Christ on a daily basis to keep my sanity. I am not here looking for a romantic/intimate relationship.My only interest is fellowship among my brothers and sisters in Christ. I am all about Jesus Christ and getting myself together. I prefer friends only, basicaly that is the only way it is going to be.I am who I am and you can either accept me for me or not. I am grounded in my beliefs but can be open minded on certain issues and others I am extremely passionated about. As far as hobbies, I love to work out, read, and lounge. God is the answer to my sanity and is my high! As far as hobbies; I want to get into body sculpting eventually after I drop the weight. I work out daily maybe skipping a day if I get off schedule. I love to read, and listen to music. I am compassionate about many causes, I tried to choose one but failed. So, I have many. I try to volunteer as much as I can but don't do it like I should. I am not good at relationships(courting) I have alot of area's in my life that needs some work.  I have been saved for about 2 years now and I can say it hasn't been easy but its worth it. Basically if you ain't for God, you ain't for me!
A little something I wrote after I got saved two years ago. Ladies you are not alone, there is healing and there is a new start, but only throught the blood of Jesus Christ. 


hid from you. I ran from you, I ignored you when you called my name. I pretended I didn’t hear and looked the other way. . I didn’t look your way for I knew if you saw my face you would see the guilt of sins. I didn’t want anything to do with you, when you wanted a relationship I didn’t even answer you. I wanted all things you could give but I didn’t want acknowledge you or introduce you to my friends.

My aching soul thought it knew better then you. I lived my own way ignoring your guidance and your concerns. Still I continued to turn my back on you, after time and time again you called out to me for years, saddened by my choices in life and heartbroken from my promiscuous ways, my disgraceful acts. I insulted your wisdom and didn’t appreciate your love, your unconditional love that only you can give me. I looked everywhere else to fill the voids, to ease the pain, having faith in only men only to be misused, beat, lied to, and used for mans sexual desires. The guilt I felt inside didn’t stop me, I eased the pain with tremendous amounts of alcohol and participated in sexual acts, which was only a temporary fix and scared me even more.

I sinned with knowledge of sin. I hurt you with knowledge of hurting you, justifying my actions to my own understanding every single time. When I realized I was wrong I was to full of shame and guilt to come home, to prideful to admit my way didn’t work. I knew I was a disappointment and knew you could take one look at me and see all I have done, I was transparent my sins pouring out, full of regret, hurt, sorrow and disgust. BUT… like a child running in the street you ran after me and protected me from that moving car that would take me to my death. You sheltered me and said all was forgiven you told me, "you are my child I love you what kind of father would I be if I turned my back on you, I gave up my life for you what more do I have to do to show you how much I love you, please come home my child".