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I've learned to expect the unexpected.
I've learned that you can't go back in time no matter how deeply you want to.
I've learned that the evil in the world shows it's face at just the oppurtune time.
I've learned that evil sometimes wins, but its part of life.
I've learned that when evil wins it breaks God's heart to point of bleeding.
I've learned to take the chance to say one more thing.
I've learned that the best of times and the worst of times can in fact come together
I've learned that prayer works.
I've learned to let myself break so that I might heal stronger.
I've learned that God has called me.
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So I recently graduated, actually I graduated yesterday. It was pretty fun I won't lie! I think my favorite part was where I got to rip that ridiculous hat off my head and throw it in air just for the sake of freedom! But graduation has left me thinking about my school years and how it effected who I am. Ever since I was old enough to remember I have had the same lifestyle day to day, week to week, year to year. I had a daily routine, and it was rarely tampered with by holidays, snowdays, and of course the infamouse summer vacation. For the past 18 years I have been faced with only the simplest of decisions! Now it's time to make myself the person I have been dreaming of being... the question is not can I do it but will I do it!
I have no idea what God has in store for me. For a while that made me not only scared but frustrated as well... It has been only in the past month or so that God has really opened my eyes in countless ways... I'm starting to see that the things I want come only when the time is right, and if God gave them to me when I asked for them, it just simply wouldn't fit into the puzzle. I am learning that God does things for a specific purpose and when the time comes I will see it oh so clearly. I can't wait to see where God takes me next!
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