Anger!!!!!! I guess it starts there with me... Through my early years I learned many different ways of dealing with anger, none of them positive. One of the toughest bouts with anger was in 1995 with the passing on of a loved one and guess who I was angry at. You guessed right God and pretty much from that time on I can say that I really made earthly things my best friends. Well, it came to a point where years of built up anger, not being patient, depression and several bad relationships that in September 2005, a very close friend of mine asked me to come through for bible study on Sundays afternoons after the football games. Well, believe it or not, I came by for the games, but was not about to stay for the study. It took a while, but I finally sat through studies. There was finally a day that I was told to read the book of James and the lord revealed my faults that I have been battling and gave me a very clear way to deal with them. My eyes had been opened and my heart filled with the love of Jesus Christ. I eventually had the oppotunity to witness the true love of Jesus when I attended a Christian Hip Hop concert geared toward the youth. It was that night that I recieved Jesus Christ as my lord and savior and the healing of my heart began. | 
