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a guy i liked and was best friends with for 6 years stabbed me in the back yesterday. i was sticking up for my best friend (now fighting) and he toatally went hyppocritical. it made me so mad. i cried last night. i saw my close friend for the first time in 4 months yesterday. i screamed for three seconds and hugged him. i feel so lost..... yet i feel no one cares. every night i ask god can ear me and yet still i get no response. i feel that no one can hear my cries of hurt. No one can hear me when i am silent. No one ever will. i cry every night wondering when people will hear my cry for help. i hate being so alone. i could never tell that to any one (truley tell them) so i hide my feelings and act like everything will be ok. now people tell me i am crazy. i want to run away. from home. from the world. from my life. This is my silence speaking.
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yes, i know i willl go to hell if i ever commited suicide. but to be honest, i think about it sometimes. im tired of all the peoople walking on me like im just some dirty rug on the floor. im sorry im not beautiful, and im sorry im not skinny. but sometimes theres nothing you can do about it. Have they ever thought about how i feel when im called a fat retard? And im not really even fat. but who cares if i am? why focus on looks? why not focus on how caring and passionate i am about others? u may not notice at first, but i could be one of the nicest peolipl u would evr meet.
sometimes enuff is enufff and sometimes i just want it all to stop
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Hay i wanna dye miii hair when iturn 18/ wht colors??????
 
I like these colors
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Do any of you really know what it means to be in love? People say they found true love, but two weeks later he/she and the person the dated broke up. So what IS true love? I dont think we'll ever know until we found "the one" when we are old and grey.
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Hey yall its me again. i was just wondering y people have so much fun making fun of others. like for instance, you're "queer" if you like the Jonas Brothers. you're "poor" if you dont wear hollister. Your a "lesbian" if you dont have a boyfriend. Maybe some people like to be single so they wont have to deal with a broken heart. Why do people take pride in torture? 
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