MY LIFE POISONED WITH THESE THOUGHTS OF HATRED LOVING YOU, HATING YOU MISSING YOU, NEEDING YOU WANTING YOU HEARING YOUR WORDS THE RING ON MY FINGER MEMORIES OF YOUR TOUCH STILL LINGER A LOVE SO BLINDING NO SURVIVING SEEING YOU WALK THROUGH THE DOOR ALL OVER AGAIN REMEMBERING THE WAY YOU MADE ME FEEL ALIVE YOUR ARMS AROUND ME YOUR KISSES THERE MY HEART IN THE OPEN YOUR FOR THE TAKING WHAT I'VE ALWAYS WANTED A RELATIONSHIP IN THE MAKING THE WAY YOU MADE ME FEEL SO SPECIAL THE ONLY GIRL YOU EVER SAW LAUGHING AND SMILING THE WAY YOU HELD MY HAND WHISPERED THOUGHTS IN MY EAR AND GAVE ME THE WORLD THE ONLY BOY THAT GOT INSIDE AND REACHED MY SOUL THIS DEPRESSION NOW TAKING IT'S TOLL NOW YOU'RE GONE AND I LET YOU GO YOU'LL NEVER BE MINE AGAIN I GOT YOU IN THE END LOVE AND NOW I'M WAKING UP I'M TAKING BACK ALL THAT I LOST FOR THIS AND LEAVING THE PAIN BEHIND