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Steve_o Mowles

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Cornerstone Church of San Francisco

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Age: 56 | Gender: Male | Location: San Francisco, CA
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I was angry with God, if someone gave me a tract I would tear it up and throw it back at them. Drugs and alcohol were my gods, I practiced my religion daily, but could not find peace. Nothing could fill that big hole inside of me. I was yearning for truth and love but life seemed empty and futile. I decided I couldn’t take anymore misery; I could either commit suicide or ask for help. I contacted Alcoholics Anonymous and started going to meetings. I admitted that maybe there could be a power greater than myself and began praying “to the unknown god.” He answered my prayers for a wife and family. I married a woman with a 10-year-old son. She became a committed Christian one year later. Her new friends had a love for each other I had never experienced, I wondered what they had. I knew the answer couldn’t be Jesus, so I started a search for God that lasted 19 years. I became a Unitarian. I joined the San Francisco Zen Center and practiced meditation at Jerry Brown’s house in Oakland. I still longed for more; my wife’s friends patiently listened to my ideas about who I thought God should be. Through them, God gently massaged my heart for many years, working out all the stiffness and resistance. Everywhere I went God seemed to be reaching out to me, on vacation, at work, the people I was drawn to were Christians. I met a man from my wife’s church named John McNichol. We spent time together fishing and camping. He never talked much about Jesus; instead he let his actions do the talking. It was easy to spend time together in silence. He was comfortable with who he was and that seemed to rub off on me. John also had terminal cancer. His death affected me in ways I didn’t understand. At his memorial service I found myself singing along with the choir. In my grief I was also filled with a joy that frightened me. I was afraid to let go of my old ideas. My wife began a Bible study in our home. “Why don’t you join us, there will be people playing guitars,” she said. After several months I attended my first Bible study. For the first time I was open to the Bible. God spoke to me through the book of John, “If anyone is thirsty let him come to me and drink.” I loved praying together with my new friends. The word of God began coming alive to me. I was excited; I couldn’t wait to go home and read His word. Then, I read this “What did you go out into the desert to see? … Then what did you go out to see? A prophet?” It made me stop and think “What am I looking for?” In my search I ended up on my knees at Cornerstone Church during a worship service. I asked God to show me the truth. I spent a long time praying and asking God if He is Jesus. After a while I opened my eyes and a friend asked if I would like to receive Jesus as my Lord and Savior. I said, “Yes.” We prayed together for a long time. I asked Jesus to forgive my sins and called Him my king. At that moment all my doubts ended. I knew the Bible was God’s word and knew that He loved me and wanted me as His child. A great burden had been lifted off of my heart. I no longer had to carry everything myself, God is glad to take what I surrender to Him. That was the beginning. The Lord has set me free of things that hindered joy in my life and kept me from completely giving myself to Him. I no longer struggle with the fear of rejection. I am no longer afraid to take leadership or too proud to submit to others. God's healing powers are still at work. He has given me tools to battle for my freedom and take my place in His army to fight for the deliverance of others.
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Could not find "Orthodoxy" by G.K. Chesterton on the list. The man C.S. Lewis named as his spritual father has a lot to say about the romance of our faith. "How much larger your life would be if your self became smaller in it; ... How much happier you would be, how much more of you there would be, if the hammer of a higher God could smash your small cosmos, scattering the stars like spangles, and leave you in the open, free like other men to look up as well as down!" "Elements of Style" is a must for all writers. The book is short and concise, a clear example of the recommended style of writing. This is a great translation of "Beowulf", side by side with the original language . Thurber? "The Night the Bed Fell" is one of the funniest things I have ever read. His fairy tales and drawings are great too. "A Tolkien Miscellany" is a great collection.Tolkien's shorter works are amazing. Check out "Farmer Giles of Ham". Tolkien shows off his sense of humor with talking dogs, stupid giants, conniving dragons and arrogant knights who get there comeuppance. "Leaf By Niggle" is the story of a man who spends his entire life painting one tree. Some critics say the story is autobiographical. Been a long time since fifth grade? Don't know an adjective from an adverb? Then "Painless Grammar" is the book for you. This children's book is the painless way for adults to refresh their grammar skills.
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biz
biz says ...
thanks! L'Shanah Tovah to you too!
daniel
daniel says ...
just write a book bro!!! u need more then a blog eh ha,ha,ha,ha i keep tellin you lay off the sugar brother
Joe Krow
Joe Krow says ...
What's up?

 
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