| Honestly, I don’t like to write profiles about myself. Why? Because it’s a little risky and a little dangerous. Rev. Kirk Nowery, amazingly gifted man of God, in this year’s Men’s Retreat said, “there is nothing good in me. If there is good, it is the work of Jesus.” The truth is, I fear how God will view and/or move my heart when I examine myself. If I write a profile about myself, I’m probably going to lean towards some of the good things or successes. After all, why would I want to write about the depressing time I nearly flunked out of high school or how miserable I can feel as a single? No, instead, I’ll probably write about a successful career, academic achievements, fun hobbies and (oh, don’t forget God!) some great ministry experiences. But what is my true profile as God sees me? Really, I am a guy who is comfortable with myself, yet can severely struggle in life. I am a guy who has experienced great success but equally great failures. I am a guy who will risk it all for God and then be annoyed with Him over something small. I am a guy who values excellence in ministry but might hurt others with legalism. I am a guy who will be your best friend & encourager, yet I am also intimidating. I am a guy who uses “I” too much and not enough “Him.” In the end, through everything, I am a guy who is real before Him. And I think God likes that. |
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