I am a work in progress. I had been an atheist for far longer than I have been a Christian. I am in the process of trying to correct some of the wrongs I have done in my life. I have spent time online trying to locate people that I debated on their beliefs. I have found quite a few and have apologized and shared with them my transformation over the last five years.
  I would not have made it without the help of a very patient Pastor, oh and a very forgiving God. I have to admit I may still have some issues with God but I think the world of Her Son. I share my story with as many people as will listen. Because I think if I can be saved, as far from God as I had been, then others can be saved too.
  Pastor Gaye was not the first to try. I have gone through many people who thought they could save me but no one could answer my questions of why God seems so cruel. I'm here to tell ANYONE who feels they need "something more" in their lives never stop looking. However, stop looking for someone to blame before you look for someone to fix it. Think of God as Love and realize love doesn't fix everything, most times Love is there just to help you get through the rough times.