Born may 6 1985 the first of four, rasied in the city of chicago and pretty much brought up in a church untill about high school, my father cheated on my mother with someone from the church so we left and that really when i was introduced to the world... the gangs, alcohol, drugs, and what i loved most the women, i was known as a player to most and when i was about 18 one of my father friends told me... how u doing these girls wrong the one you fall for is gone do you the same way and you gone see how it feels, and omg was he right. as i got a little older i became more into gangs, (and it is so amazing how so many young black men be ready to die for there gang if they used that dedcation to god we would have so many good men) i also found a women who was always there for me and i began to love, not to soon after my father and mother left the house we pretty much grew up in to me my brother and most of  the time the young lady was there for me we even went through a winter with no heat, and where i stayed became more what the young ppl call hot it means...ppl start to closer attention to it because they know something is going on there that is not right. but before ppl i know and friends of mine started getting shot and ending up in jail we moved me my brother and my girl, with my cousins in joliet and thats when god really started working on me i was away from all the distractions that the hood had to offer, when i first moved out there i lost my job so i started selling drugs then about sept of 08 i found out my girl was pregnat i was excited but i knew it was allot i had to do to provide for this baby, soon i had so many close calls with the police i knew i had to stop because i could not end up in jail, i was so fustrated on the inside and lost me and my girl kept aruguing over the littlest things a couple of weeks later she left to go stay with her mother and she told me we need to split up because she want to get to know god and i should do the same i was hurt... never felt that much pain ever before i had no job now, friends are nowhere to be found i the one  i loved left me... i didnt know what to do...so i talked to her grandmother who has prayed for me before and she got to telling me the things i been going through and what i been doing like she was there i knew it could only be god that is changing my life like this...i broke down i decided to give the lord everything i got...and i did...i wrote a prayer one day and read it to somebody and it broke them down to cry in front of me i was amazed i didnt know god would use my writing like that since then thats all i ever do is write, and seek the lord and his kingdom cause i know he will give me anything my heart desires if i do...and he make me feel so so good. but through these poems i do belive he will open up many door for me so i will not stop and if you have any request for any thing for me to write let me know god bless and so be it