I found myself asking GOD why when and how? He said to me "just believe it!" (yeah right! that's easier said than done) "but GOD you don't see the size of my mountain)!" He said to me.."your not looking at the size of your GOD" (ouch!..He had to remind me of that again!) " ok, GOD there is none like YOU..I know that you will prove YOURSELF faithful yet again..YOU have done great and mighty things in my life, i thank YOU for ect...... hmmm...ok GOD, that prayer sounded like a religous, i have to say it type of prayer...how do i activate this thing deeper in my life?..is there anything that i need to do differently? He reminded me of Romans 10:17 So then faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the word of GOD. .....duh, (He had to remind me of that too!) ok, GOD i understand that concept, and i keep that activated in my life...i read my bible, i listen only to music that praises YOU, i try to input only things into my life that bring YOU glory... what am i missing? I'm just not feelin' it this time...if i don't feel it, then i can't see it, if i can't see it, then how can i believe it? wazzz up with that? The He reminded me of 2 verses: Psalms 45:1 describes our tongue as "the pen of a ready writer" and Proverbs 3:3 describes our heart as a tablet....soooo if our tongue is a pen, and our heart is a tablet, then when we speak to those things that are not, as though they were....then what we speak writes the truth of God's word on our hearts! So we can get things in our hearts (spirit) by speaking them by faith before it's ever even a reality to me! I can have it sealed in my spirit that i have the promises of GOD before my head can understand or believe it or see it! How cool is that? I had heard for many years about "speak it into exhistance"...and thought i understood it...but GOD knows how i am...sometimes HE has to get the really big crayons out to explain things to me very simply....Thank YOU God for being exactly who your are...the great I AM! hmmmm....now if He would just explain the whole putting on the whole armor of GOD thing to me this simply...aahhh but i thank you LORD that you are not finished with me yet! ~Sharon
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